Surely the Lord is in this place, and I did not know it. How awesome is this place – this is none other than the house of God, and this is the gate of heaven. (Genesis 28:17
In Parashat Va-Yetzei,
Jacob is on the run. He and his twin brother Esau never got along from the
moment of their birth – in fact, Jacob was fighting with Esau to see who could
get out of the womb first, and although Esau won that competition, Jacob had
his heel in his hand when he came out. Esau was the favorite of his father
Isaac, and Jacob of his mother Rebekah. Jacob bought Esau’s birthright as
the firstborn with a bowl of lentil stew, and he and his mother conspired to
trick Isaac into giving Jacob the better blessing by having Jacob pretend to be
Esau. Esau threatened to kill Jacob after their father died, and their
mother sent Jacob to stay with relatives for awhile to be safe (and find a
suitable wife).
But as scared, and as
demoralized as Jacob must have felt – and as rootless as he was, fleeing from
the place he had lived his entire life to a place he had never been – it was at
the place he camped out for the night on his journey that God chose to appear
to him. God appeared in the dream, showing Jacob a ladder with angels
ascending and descending from earth to heaven and back again. And his
response was to say, “How awesome is this place – this is none other than the
house of God, and this is the gate of heaven”. He took a stone and made a
pillar to commemorate this profound encounter with God – the first time we are
told in scripture that God talked to Jacob. He named the place “Bethel”,
which means “House of God” in Hebrew.
Jacob
schemed, from birth, to get the things he needed by tricking his brother – and
he ended up on the run, alone and scared. It was only when he got to that
place, where his own efforts had failed him and he had no other resources, that
God appeared and promised him great blessings. It was in this place of
loneliness and fear that God was able to establish the House of God – the Gate
of Heaven.
And so it is with
us. We scheme, we struggle, we strive – and our own efforts, which may get
us material wealth, social prestige, intellectual achievement – or not – cannot
satisfy our spiritual hunger. But God comes to us, in our greatest hour of
need, and puts down a ladder between our temporary sojourn, and heaven, and builds
for us the House of God, and opens the Gate of Heaven. We may not even
always be aware of the presence of the Lord – “Surely, the Lord is in this
place, and I did not know it.” But when we look back, we see the evidence
of God’s presence.
So let us allow God to
build within us the House of God, the Gate of Heaven.
Surely the Lord is in
this place, and I did not know it. How awesome is this place – this is
none other than the house of God, and this is the gate of heaven.
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